""Poets often describe love as as an emotion that we can't control, one that overwhelms logic and common sense. That is what it was like for me. I didn't plan on falling in love with you..." The Notebook-Nicholas Spark
Bookmark by Dave Kartzman
Let me be a bookmark in your life;
Crafted with our love
And the coloured inks
of our words;
A weathered parchment
of my soul
Upon your memory.
As you walk through life,
Other chapters will be scripted.
Someday,
you will reflect,
Tabbing back to the bookmark we built,
Remembering . . .
ME
Someone who wish to be none other than herself. Loves books, poetry and musics. Writing from the heart, eyes and ear.
I love poetry but i can't really write. I paintings but i cannot draw. I love music but i am a lousy singer.
Smile and laugh a lot. A happy go lucky person yet sensitive.
I will bring you in my journey to the unknown destination. You might like it and you may not...but whadda heck it's my life.
My Motto
To accomplish great things,
we must not only act,
but also dream;
not only plan,
but also believe
Ya Allah
temuikanlah diri ini dengan kegembiraan
hilangkanlah kesedihan hatiku ini
bila teringat akan dia
ku mohon Ya Allah,
kekuatan jiwa dan semangat
dalam menghadapi dugaanMu.
Aku tahu Ya Allah
setiap pilihan yang ku buat
akan mengubah corak
perjalanan hidupku.
Ya Allah, aku mohon
agar apa yang aku lakukan ini
tidak akan menghilangkan
kasih dan sayangku pada dia.
Dan tidak juga akan mengurangkan
kasih dan sayangnya padaku.
Satukanlah hati kami dalam cahayaMu,
dalam keredhaanMu
dan jua dalam kasih sayangMu.
Berilah aku kekuatan dan ketabahan
untuk menghadapi seketika detik
hidupku tanpa dia disisi sehingga
aku bersedia untuk kembali
with the adoption the new scheme of service as proposed by the HR 'con' sultant, i am now one of the people being upgraded to a new post..assistant manager. this will take effect on 1st July. somehow i don't feel too thrill or happy about it. quite a number of people are being upgraded to a new post. but some of them are over RM100K richer than me because the company buyback the retirement benefit (RB) up to their retirement year and on top of that they are given an interest free cash advance (CA).Not only they get the RB buyback and CA..they also have a lumpsum of money being credited to their account for that 5 years of service.
What happened to those who did not complete our 5 years of service even by a day? we got nothing..an increment of 7.5% of the last drawn salary in December 2005 is nothing to be brag about. when we joined the company, we are entitled for RB when we completed our 5 years of service..a lumpsum of money will be credited to our EPF together with an additional contribution by the company to our EPF. What iritate me the most is that we did not even get a pro-rated RB for our service as compared to those who complete their 5 years . we are not asking for the CA or RB buyback, because we know we are not entitle for it. A pro-rate RB base on our years of service will be great. i will complete my 5 years of service this august. our proposal has been turned down by the CEO. feel so unappreciated. waited 5 years and only to experience this. it sucks . some of my colleagues have plans with the money they are getting...me just listen in envy. 'mungkin bukan my rezeki'..been saying that to myself to make me feel better.
today am quite mad with the CEO's secretary. She just bought her car and got a parking space in the building. When i asked her where does she park her car, she has the guts to lie to me by saying she park elsewhere. I have been waiting for a parking space in the building for months ( remember me blogging about the parking space and the hassle i went through ) and she got it just like that.
why did i stay? i have a good boss..he very concern of the welfare of his staffs. he did call me on several occassions pertaining to my bonus, future growth etc. Furthermore, i still have lots to learn from him on the Oil and Gas. He proposed my name to the CEO for a short course on Oil & Gas in London. pray for me okay. really hope that the proposal will be approved.
lunacy June 30, 2006 05:19 PM PDT first of all congratulation lah ye cik puan yati. 2ndly, may u get to travel to London ye.. 3rdly, dat secretary macam nak kene sepak jer..hmm apsal lah i plak yg geram arrgghh.
u hv a good weekend too ya dearie.
wtl June 30, 2006 05:50 PM PDT thanks my dear lun..pray for me okay
Birthdate
1st Jan - Kam
22nd Mac - Azean
11th April -Ogy
16th April - WTL, Maman, Akiah
15thMay - Tatot
25th May - Amar, Ham, Ayen
11th June - Baby Isya
23rd Aug - Enig
27th Aug - Lun
1st Sept - Amran
17thSept - Kroll
28thSept - Azlin
20th Oct - Azlan
5th Nov - Dik Noor
6th Nov - Zack
8th Dec - Suzi
29th Dec - Aiez
Future Events
May - B.L.O.G.F.R.I.E.N.D.S.M.E.E.T.0.6
June - Kota Kinabalu
So long ago, I don't remember when
That's when they say I lost my only friend
Well they said she died easy of a broken heart disease
As I listened through the cemetery trees
I seen the sun comin' up at the funeral at dawn
The long broken arm of human law
Now it always seemed such a waste
She always had a pretty face
So I wondered how she hung around this place
Chorus:
Hey, come on try a little
Nothing is forever
There's got to be something better than
In the middle
But me & Cinderella
We put it all together
We can drive it home
With one headlight
She said it's cold
It feels like Independence Day
And I can't break away from this parade
But there's got to be an opening
Somewhere here in front of me
Through this maze of ugliness and greed
And I seen the sun up ahead
At the county line bridge
Sayin' all there's good and nothingness is dead
We'll run until she's out of breath
She ran until there's nothin' left
She hit the end-it's just her window ledge
(chorus)
Well this place is old
It feels just like a beat up truck
I turn the engine, but the engine doesn't turn
Well it smells of cheap wine & cigarettes
This place is always such a mess
Sometimes I think I'd like to watch it burn
I'm so alone, and I feel just like somebody else
Man, I ain't changed, but I know I ain't the same
But somewhere here in between the city walls of dyin' dreams
I think of death-it must be killin' me
Poetry of The Week
How Do I Love Thee? by Elizabeth Barrett Browning >
How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.
I love thee to the level of every day's
Most quiet need, by sun and candlelight.
I love thee freely, as men strive for Right;
I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise.
I love with a passion put to use
In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints, -- I love thee with the breath,
Smiles, tears, of all my life! -- and, if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after death.
