""Poets often describe love as as an emotion that we can't control, one that overwhelms logic and common sense. That is what it was like for me. I didn't plan on falling in love with you..." The Notebook-Nicholas Spark
Bookmark by Dave Kartzman
Let me be a bookmark in your life;
Crafted with our love
And the coloured inks
of our words;
A weathered parchment
of my soul
Upon your memory.
As you walk through life,
Other chapters will be scripted.
Someday,
you will reflect,
Tabbing back to the bookmark we built,
Remembering . . .
ME
Someone who wish to be none other than herself. Loves books, poetry and musics. Writing from the heart, eyes and ear.
I love poetry but i can't really write. I paintings but i cannot draw. I love music but i am a lousy singer.
Smile and laugh a lot. A happy go lucky person yet sensitive.
I will bring you in my journey to the unknown destination. You might like it and you may not...but whadda heck it's my life.
My Motto
To accomplish great things,
we must not only act,
but also dream;
not only plan,
but also believe
Ya Allah
temuikanlah diri ini dengan kegembiraan
hilangkanlah kesedihan hatiku ini
bila teringat akan dia
ku mohon Ya Allah,
kekuatan jiwa dan semangat
dalam menghadapi dugaanMu.
Aku tahu Ya Allah
setiap pilihan yang ku buat
akan mengubah corak
perjalanan hidupku.
Ya Allah, aku mohon
agar apa yang aku lakukan ini
tidak akan menghilangkan
kasih dan sayangku pada dia.
Dan tidak juga akan mengurangkan
kasih dan sayangnya padaku.
Satukanlah hati kami dalam cahayaMu,
dalam keredhaanMu
dan jua dalam kasih sayangMu.
Berilah aku kekuatan dan ketabahan
untuk menghadapi seketika detik
hidupku tanpa dia disisi sehingga
aku bersedia untuk kembali
had a very tight schedule since Friday last week. went karakoeing that nite. it has been a while. 9 of us altogether..some of them are preparing themselves for the karaoke competition in Karambunai end of this month. For me, it was just to get my mind off something. it surely was fun..we stayed until 1.30am. By the time i reached home it was 2am. Asked Khaled, our colleague from Bahrain to join us but he just reached KL and was tired. He was here for the training. the company organized a training for overseas delegates and i am one of the committe.
Saturday..went to class as usual. After class, met up with Amar and Khaled (for the first time) at Dome, KLCC. I guess now i know why Oat can get along with him well. Took picture around Tower, Thought of going to Aquaria but it has already past it's operating hour. From KLCC, we headed to Naili's Sentul..for local food. He had nasi lemak, i ordered Cantonese Kueh Teow while Amar ordered Special Fried Rice. As starter, we ordered cucur. By the time we finished our dinner it's almost 2am.
Sunday...planned to take Khaled to Central Market and Petaling Street. Since i can only do that after class, Amar took Khaled to Pasar Seni. Met them at CM and went to Petaling Street. Then we took the monorail to Bukit Bintang and went to Low Yatt Plaza. Unfortunately almost of the shops were closed. didn't know that the shops closed that early. We had our dinner at Dome Lot 10 and called it a day. another story ~ the lecturer gave us two case studies that need to be submitted next saturday. we asked for an extension since we are going to have our MIS final exam and presentation on sunday and not forgetting that we need to submit our term paper on that day.. request not granted simply by saying "you have to work in the hostile environment." kinda worries me because i know i will have a pack schedule the whole week. even am afraid that i am not able to prepare for my final exam.
Monday..office as usual. The case studies are quite long 13 and 16 pages each and we need to submit 3 pages for each case study. Went to Midvalley with Amar, Khaled and Hazrul after office. After reaching home, tried to read the case studies...gosh. what are the issue in the case studies? at the same time i was looking for a good web hosting package for our portal presentation on sunday. need to get it up and running latest by Friday as we also need to prepare the report. Iz was having trouble to upload it using the free web space. am worried now.
Tuesday...our department took Khaled for a Steamboat at Johnny's. i guessed he kinda like it. prepared for tomorrow event. get all the materials, the gifts ready. After office, brought the things to the hotel and make sure everything is in order. Reached home around 11pm and started reading the case study again. still lost. am worried about the portal, exam, term paper and assignment. all within this week.
Wednesday...out from the house around 6.20am. Need to beat the traffic. Don't want to be late since this is the first day. at 9am all the overseas delegates have registered and the programme started off by the speech from CEO. At nite, we organised a welcoming dinner for them at the same hotel and the delegates are encouraged to wear their national custom. Reached home quite late and was too tired to do revision or assigments.
Birthdate
1st Jan - Kam
22nd Mac - Azean
11th April -Ogy
16th April - WTL, Maman, Akiah
15thMay - Tatot
25th May - Amar, Ham, Ayen
11th June - Baby Isya
23rd Aug - Enig
27th Aug - Lun
1st Sept - Amran
17thSept - Kroll
28thSept - Azlin
20th Oct - Azlan
5th Nov - Dik Noor
6th Nov - Zack
8th Dec - Suzi
29th Dec - Aiez
Future Events
May - B.L.O.G.F.R.I.E.N.D.S.M.E.E.T.0.6
June - Kota Kinabalu
So long ago, I don't remember when
That's when they say I lost my only friend
Well they said she died easy of a broken heart disease
As I listened through the cemetery trees
I seen the sun comin' up at the funeral at dawn
The long broken arm of human law
Now it always seemed such a waste
She always had a pretty face
So I wondered how she hung around this place
Chorus:
Hey, come on try a little
Nothing is forever
There's got to be something better than
In the middle
But me & Cinderella
We put it all together
We can drive it home
With one headlight
She said it's cold
It feels like Independence Day
And I can't break away from this parade
But there's got to be an opening
Somewhere here in front of me
Through this maze of ugliness and greed
And I seen the sun up ahead
At the county line bridge
Sayin' all there's good and nothingness is dead
We'll run until she's out of breath
She ran until there's nothin' left
She hit the end-it's just her window ledge
(chorus)
Well this place is old
It feels just like a beat up truck
I turn the engine, but the engine doesn't turn
Well it smells of cheap wine & cigarettes
This place is always such a mess
Sometimes I think I'd like to watch it burn
I'm so alone, and I feel just like somebody else
Man, I ain't changed, but I know I ain't the same
But somewhere here in between the city walls of dyin' dreams
I think of death-it must be killin' me
Poetry of The Week
How Do I Love Thee? by Elizabeth Barrett Browning >
How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.
I love thee to the level of every day's
Most quiet need, by sun and candlelight.
I love thee freely, as men strive for Right;
I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise.
I love with a passion put to use
In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints, -- I love thee with the breath,
Smiles, tears, of all my life! -- and, if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after death.
