""Poets often describe love as as an emotion that we can't control, one that overwhelms logic and common sense. That is what it was like for me. I didn't plan on falling in love with you..." The Notebook-Nicholas Spark
Bookmark by Dave Kartzman
Let me be a bookmark in your life;
Crafted with our love
And the coloured inks
of our words;
A weathered parchment
of my soul
Upon your memory.
As you walk through life,
Other chapters will be scripted.
Someday,
you will reflect,
Tabbing back to the bookmark we built,
Remembering . . .
ME
Someone who wish to be none other than herself. Loves books, poetry and musics. Writing from the heart, eyes and ear.
I love poetry but i can't really write. I paintings but i cannot draw. I love music but i am a lousy singer.
Smile and laugh a lot. A happy go lucky person yet sensitive.
I will bring you in my journey to the unknown destination. You might like it and you may not...but whadda heck it's my life.
My Motto
To accomplish great things,
we must not only act,
but also dream;
not only plan,
but also believe
Ya Allah
temuikanlah diri ini dengan kegembiraan
hilangkanlah kesedihan hatiku ini
bila teringat akan dia
ku mohon Ya Allah,
kekuatan jiwa dan semangat
dalam menghadapi dugaanMu.
Aku tahu Ya Allah
setiap pilihan yang ku buat
akan mengubah corak
perjalanan hidupku.
Ya Allah, aku mohon
agar apa yang aku lakukan ini
tidak akan menghilangkan
kasih dan sayangku pada dia.
Dan tidak juga akan mengurangkan
kasih dan sayangnya padaku.
Satukanlah hati kami dalam cahayaMu,
dalam keredhaanMu
dan jua dalam kasih sayangMu.
Berilah aku kekuatan dan ketabahan
untuk menghadapi seketika detik
hidupku tanpa dia disisi sehingga
aku bersedia untuk kembali
thursday...woke up at 5.20am. need to be at the hotel early and set the LCD projector. brought my notebook along and thot of doing my assignment there...but because i got lots of thing at the back of my mind it is kind hard to focus on the assignment. at the same time was busy calling the webhosting company for our portal presentation...need to rent a webspace. am still worried about my exam coz i know i will not have enough time to study. at 6.30pm we took the overseas delegates to Saloma Bistro for a cultural show. It was great and they enjoyed themselves that nite. We called it a day around 10.30pm. felt so sleepy driving home and luckily i did not fall asleep while driving.
friday...today is the last day of the training session but not the programme as tomorrow we will head for Genting. After packing all our things, i headed to the office. Ouch..another headache. i got to get my quarterly bordereau done on asap as the brokers will be seeing us on monday. Furthermore my CEO will be not be in the office tuesday onwards. went back around 8pm. reached home feeling tired and sleepy. uploaded html files using ftp to the website. having trouble few times as the pictures did not appear. try few times and at last managed to upload it without having to amend the script. another night without studying.
saturday..went to genting. the weather was okay. tried the flying coaster. felt like all my was blood drained out. we made a mistake by spending lots of time at the restaurant and did not manage to try lots of things. amar, sithu and isuri tried the space shot. it was a long queue. i did not dare to try. they said it will be their first and last. at 5pm we headed back to the hotel. we said words of goodbye. It was a wonderful 5 days...i got new friends added to my list. hope that had enjoyed their stay as well do come back again. reached home at 8pm. did some revision but too sleepy to continue. asked my classmate zam to wake me up at 11.30pm. she did but i am too sleepy to wake up.
sunday...woke at 5.30am and did some studying. seat for the exam. the question was not that difficult but because i did not do my revision, i can't answer some of the question. i know i have read it but just can't seems to remember. so i just answered what i know. now i can only hope. Portal presention was after the exam. it was a relief to finish the exam and the presentation..for a while before Aya told me that we will be having our OPM exam next week together with the submission of group assignment. sigh..
now the best part. went to see the most talked about 'PGL The Musical' at Istana Budaya. Amar, Idora, Khaled and me. One Libyan guy was supposed to join us but can't make it the last minute as he has to take flight home. PGL was superb...beyond words. The ending was kinda sad. got tears in my eyes but denied it when Khaled asked me if i cried. Hihihi. The backdrops simply amazing. if i got the chance i want to watch it again. and one happy thing, i met an old friend of mine, Ida Mariana. haven't seen her for more that 10 years. She is one of the cast member..played a role of Bayan, Gusti Puteri's nanny. Love all the songs. bought PGL The Musical Original Live Cast Recording Cd. For my Singaporean friends..i heard PGL is coming over there. Should take the chance to see it. Worth every dime. After the play, we went to KL Tower and Secret Recipes for dinner. Khaled will be flying of to Bahrain next day. Someone knocked the back of my car..suffered a minor damaged at the bumper and boot. i slowed down because the car suddenly changed lane to my front. like in 2-3 minutes..BAAM. the guy hit my car. damn.
Monday...managed to get my reports done. Khaled dropped by the office before heading to KLIA. We bid goodbye. hope he enjoyed his stays here. Went out for lunch a Chilli's Bangsar. thot of i_mshe and emmy.
On sad note ~ i will not be going to London. Somehow my CEO retract his approval after the Finance VP manage to convince him. My boss conveyed the news to me and said i know you are dissappointed and bla bla bla. i don't blame him tho, he has tried his level best. he said perhaps next year.
Birthdate
1st Jan - Kam
22nd Mac - Azean
11th April -Ogy
16th April - WTL, Maman, Akiah
15thMay - Tatot
25th May - Amar, Ham, Ayen
11th June - Baby Isya
23rd Aug - Enig
27th Aug - Lun
1st Sept - Amran
17thSept - Kroll
28thSept - Azlin
20th Oct - Azlan
5th Nov - Dik Noor
6th Nov - Zack
8th Dec - Suzi
29th Dec - Aiez
Future Events
May - B.L.O.G.F.R.I.E.N.D.S.M.E.E.T.0.6
June - Kota Kinabalu
So long ago, I don't remember when
That's when they say I lost my only friend
Well they said she died easy of a broken heart disease
As I listened through the cemetery trees
I seen the sun comin' up at the funeral at dawn
The long broken arm of human law
Now it always seemed such a waste
She always had a pretty face
So I wondered how she hung around this place
Chorus:
Hey, come on try a little
Nothing is forever
There's got to be something better than
In the middle
But me & Cinderella
We put it all together
We can drive it home
With one headlight
She said it's cold
It feels like Independence Day
And I can't break away from this parade
But there's got to be an opening
Somewhere here in front of me
Through this maze of ugliness and greed
And I seen the sun up ahead
At the county line bridge
Sayin' all there's good and nothingness is dead
We'll run until she's out of breath
She ran until there's nothin' left
She hit the end-it's just her window ledge
(chorus)
Well this place is old
It feels just like a beat up truck
I turn the engine, but the engine doesn't turn
Well it smells of cheap wine & cigarettes
This place is always such a mess
Sometimes I think I'd like to watch it burn
I'm so alone, and I feel just like somebody else
Man, I ain't changed, but I know I ain't the same
But somewhere here in between the city walls of dyin' dreams
I think of death-it must be killin' me
Poetry of The Week
How Do I Love Thee? by Elizabeth Barrett Browning >
How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.
I love thee to the level of every day's
Most quiet need, by sun and candlelight.
I love thee freely, as men strive for Right;
I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise.
I love with a passion put to use
In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints, -- I love thee with the breath,
Smiles, tears, of all my life! -- and, if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after death.
